I had a DREAM! And the dream was…good
I had a dream… well one that was cool and I remembered it… I shall also add it to my top 3 favourite dreams..okay 4 but one is just well remembered and was a nightmare when I was a child. I think I listed them on here before?
Anyway I dreamed I was in school…hmmm… There was an eccentric older woman teaching the class and it was set in a rural setting. What I remember is that this is only a fraction of the whole dream as i know it morphed into more of a horror or from a horror..I can not remember. Anyhow I know this was the first or second lesson and we were learning Greek…hmmm… by reading a story from cards with old pictures attached (real cool old pictures too). I had left the class to do something I considered “more important and could not wait” only to return as they were reading. I had missed my turn to read and just as the story finished the teacher gave us time off. I remember thinking..well I could have waited and done that now, as well as I will have to do better in the future…while I had free time. I decided to make up the missed opportunity by reading the full story using the text book to guide me for the pronunciation. I am not sure how well that would work, but another student asked if I could ride her bike to a spot in the country so she could carry her iPod. (Like that makes sense?) And we ended up on a stubbly field where we sat and…well I guess I studied cause I woke up with the feeling of the warm sun on my face and stubbly legs lol.. Hey it is true 😛 so deal!
Mostly I typed this out so I could tell my friend Colleen, but right now I am looking at the pictures I saw on the cards in my dream. Well remembering them and savouring the look into someone else’s life. I think they are pictures from my Grandpa’s family in England to be honest. When we went and cleaned up my great uncle’s house we had a box of pictures. Black and whites really cool too.
Well I have to say that over the last week I have really had a good time reflecting on where I am and where I want to be, well Spiritually. I tend to cycle up and down and all around with my faith. Sometimes I get angry at where I am in life and take it out on God. This is what I have been seeking to correct. I think sometimes life is life, enjoy what you have, work towards improvement, and do not worry about things you cannot change on your own.
My feelings seem to be something I can not dictate, sometimes they just are what they are. What I can change is how I recognize them, react to them and in the long run seek to deal with them. I can not make myself feel the way I want all the time but like in my dream I can seek to do better with dealing with them. I have a plan for the next time when I feel Spiritually low, besides following my earthly desires (which I still have and hope do not go away even when I wish they would). It took me a long time to figure it out too! Well I will see if it works as well then as I feel it has this last week.
Anywho! I must away! So i shall type here another day! God bless you as you seek to do better and remember..
You were made for more than this. (that is a quote from a real good devotional by Proverbs Ministries)