More blabbering on about me….
Well enough about me… how are you doing this new year? Are you tense and over worked? At least you have a job. I know people searching… not fun. Are you chubby and feel like you need to loose weight? Wow you get to choose to eat or not eat.. now that too is a blessing!! Though weight loss can be a hard thing to attain, at least you get to choose to work at it and feel good when you achieve it (and I know you will I have faith in you!)
Currently I am going through a metamorphosis in my own life… Going to school, moving away… now that it feels possible I wonder if I shouldn’t just do the move away part of it… but I hate doing things with out a purpose. (and yes this is the real reason I scare boys…) I can only be interested in fun for so long..then I push for something more. The funny thing is that if a guy decides that he is gonna marry me I still push for more… I want him to love ME…not just the idea of marriage and intimacy. I guess I ask for that from myself too, no matter how I pursue what I "want". Ah well… Single is significantly better than unhappy and I am headed for a huge adventure!! I hope to drag you along …kicking and screaming if necessary!!
Rats I am egocentric eh?… It’s all about me …bah!!