I just have not got the words for it today. I did take my laptop and journaled some blogs which I will post tonight. They even have pictures in them LOL
I hope to do nothing tonight. But tomorrow morning I want to walk to work again. I might play on 12ds tonight, though I dont consider that nothing.
Something about being with all my nieces and nephews makes me want to have my own family, but that is not where I am right now. I need to accept that is not me at the moment and enjoy all the good things about being where I am at this time. Leaving room for hope and speculation without getting lost in them. Sigh it is a balance, but a similar struggle can exist in a married person as well, we both need balance.