My mind on things
My one brother is having legal issues which started a while back, and his trial is on the 15th of this month. I have tried, consciously and subconsciously, pushing the matter from my mind so I would not worry about it. Telling myself that I am placing it in God’s hands..but quite honestly I was just putting it in a closet and letting it rattle about once in a while. I have no idea how to handle it emotionally, and so with this knowledge please filter my blogs
I am sure I will get irrational, annoyed, hurt and sensitive over the next two weeks. I pray that it will be relief that sweeps over me after the 15th, but I fear that more dread will creep in. How does one deal with things beyond our control? Especially things that hurt our family and those we love.
I realize that I have been getting angry and defensive when people bring this subject up. They ask me question after question and the honest answer is I do not know. My brother does not know, his wife does not know, so can you just pray. Thanks.