Can I spaz a little?
Yes I put it under hobbies LOL Spazing is my hobby!
I just realized that I go through depression in the summer?
Now based on my last blog I have a choice, if I consider Depression a pain I have the choice to suffer or not LOL. I choose to recognize and refuse to be controlled by it. I have already sent one e-mail I wish I hadn’t, I choose to calmly assess my thoughts & feelings before putting pen to paper. I choose to keep active & visit friends even when I feel like hiding with my head in my game. I choose to remove myself from places that tempt me to "act out in rebellion". I choose to dye my hair pink like I have stated to my friends. I choose to be more daring and let my quirky personality show. I choose to feel accepted by God, and not to worry if I am accepted by people. I choose to let go of rejection, and hurt feelings..
Now I think I shall stop there.. that’s a lot of choices. And I am generally a decision avoider!